Next Semester

Wow the summer is almost over and my next semester will be starting soon. I am really excited to move in and start the new year. I know classes will be more challengeing but I think that I have that down, and have learned from last semester. Trying to set some goals for my next semester:

Good Grades (thats always a must)
Try not to tke things to seriously (like my "friends" - who are still my friends; time away heals all wounds)
Meet more people
Join a sorority
Go to some good parties
JUST HAVE FUN!!

Check back to see what I have been doing :)

Connection?

So at the moment I am sitting on my bed, my room mate, and her friends are around being their loud selves and my "friends" are off doing there thing. But I feel like I am becoming disconnected from them. During the week we hang out all of the time. And its great. I feel like they are truly my friends; but then during the weekend they go off to parties, that I am not invited to. And then when I confronted one of them today (saying that I did not want her to abandon me this weekend, shes going to a date party with a guy we barely know and who has a girlfriend too) she told me that I can't pressure her like that. And that I can always go to other parties. But WITH WHO??? My friends don't go to parties with me and I am forced to go to things with my room mate (Shes cool and fun but we have different friends, so I don't know any one at the parties). I don't really know what to do. If I try to make more friends then I feel like I am abandoning them, and I don't wanna do that to them....

so i have not writen in this thing in so long. um, i have been having a good second semester. and i am thinking about joining a sorority. i have a couple in mind (Theta phi chi, Alpha sigma delta, Phi sigma sigma) and i dont if i even like any of them. i have had fun with the ASD girls and i know personally that they dont hazy. i know that most of the TPC girls like me and i would be accepted into their sorority right away, but i dont know about the hazing. and the PSS girls dont seem to want to really get to know me. im not sure. if anyone has any suggestions, theres a comment section right below this entry. hope you can all help.....